The Nutters. Absentees: Olivia.

JiaRui and I

These are the only two photos with me in them, but I could not get hold of the group photo, though.

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Okay, today is the most depressing day of my entire meaningless life. Meaningless, as in, my purpose for living has been dashed. Getting 19 for my GCE 'O' Levels is peanuts to what I have to go through right now. Ruthless, it questioned my reason for working, my reason for saving my money.

Enough with the heart-wrenching universe that is my life. The dilemma I am in right now is: MY PENDANT ONLY SHIPS WITHIN THE UNITED STATES! When I first saw that notice this morning, my tears were just about to flow out like tidal waves, but they did not. The bombshell dropped on me, poisoning me with sting of depression, and at the same time hatred. Why do Singaporeans have to suffer from this agony!? I rather die from earthquakes, tsunamis, and hurricanes combined than to stay safe and not have my preciousssssssssssss beside me.

The whole time when I was working today, I kept asking myself, "Why are you still doing here?" The fire inside me suddenly just died out. I grew fatigued just by walking to the shop. Giving me the pleasure of killing ten of the Geylang Street Whore won't even ease my pain and agony. Okay, so maybe it will, alot.

There's no point in blogging about it anyway. All the more I will feel deplorable.