If people see me in person, they will probably think I'm a Bob. It's Nigel, which is pretty sophisticated in my opinion. I am turning 17 this year, which means I am fast on my way to wrinkles and elasticity-challenged skin. I am going to be walking down the red carpet in ten years time, so fuck those who have doubted me. I aspire to be like Lily Allen, because I think she is the coolest person in the world. Okay, this is getting so draggy. Find out about me on my posts.
IT'S 2009!(...)
Okay I'm a little hesitant about moving on to the next year. But I can't help it. 2008 was a good year for me. There were ups and downs, but I made it through happy in one piece, and with all my amazing friends surrounding me. The thing about 2008 was that I wasn't new to the months ahead that I would be experiencing. And 2 years ago, 3E promised that our bond would be covalent, but what the hay, ain't gonna happen. Empty promises aside, I am still very happy I have an 'Ace Gang', or the Nut-ters, to always hang out with.
This year has been so eventful. Hmmm, let me reminisce. *Shrugs chin and flashback*
I made a lot of new friends.
I became a drifter in class.
I fell into deep depression.
I made a decision to made something out of myself, in LA!
I almost fell into the pits of a gender twist.
I hated.
I hated less.
I hated again.
I stopped hating.
I was the epitome of negativity.
I shed away that negativity shell.
I became crazily happy.
I had weird mood swings.
I managed to plan a class outing.
I fell out with friends.
I had friends who decided to hurt me.
I was smart enough to just be myself, and be happy about it.
I was smart enough to realize the real true friends surrounding me.
I stopped trying to be liked by some people.
I decided to stop listening to criticism by ex-perfect people.
I stopped hanging out with people who would hurt me.
I learned that I rather be hated for I am not, than be liked for who I am not.
I learned that true friends don't mind what kind of a person you are.
I learned that true friends forgive and forget.
I learned that true friends do not hide their true feelings about me, no matter how bad they are.
I learned that true friends AREN'T THEM!
I organized a cooking session by myself, and it turned out to be a success.
I came up with an idea of a badminton outing.
I kept in contact with my primary school besties.
I screwed up my 'O' Level Examinations beyond the valley of technician-ville.
I missed a Chinese exam due to momentary mental disability.
I changed to a better phone.
I watched Angus, Thongs, And Perfect Snogging 3 times!
I fell in love with Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging!
I fell in love with Georgia Groome and Aaron Johnson!
Yup, that's about it. Anyway, I watched the Thong movie again. Still as awesome as ever! Haha! Sherina was happy I forced her to watch it with me. Wee Kiat's inner soul was slashed, hard. LOL.
My new year resolutions are very simple.
1) Keep in close contact with my friends.
2) Stay in school.
3) Buy Angus, Thongs, And Perfect Snogging OST and DVD.
4) Make myself noticeable to Talent Scouts. LOL.
Getting late. Gonna go Maple now. Happy New Year! :]
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Okay, so I haven't been blogging though my computer's fine again. Well, I have been Mapling. And today, I bought my first pre-paid card, 30000.
Anyway, I had a blast yesterday at JiaJia's place. The clique went to her place to have an R&R cum cooking session. I successfully cooked a dish! I made tomato soup! After watching hours of cooking shows, it finally paid off! Haha. I loved the Shepperd's pie, calamari, and wontons. Can't wait for Friday's badminton outing!
Tomorrow, I am gonna go Shaw Lido to watch Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging! Yay!
This should be the last post of the year, unless my lazy bum can still let me blog tomorrow. This blog is one and a half years old. This year, I have learned many things and experienced a lot. But after all the shit, I still made it out of this year in one piece, and happier than before. Moving on has really helped me get over all the sadness, and grief. But still, I did realize something - If I don't know how to deal with a situation, I inflict hatred on those who gave me that burden.
Till next year, goodbye! :]
Friday, December 26, 2008
Hmmmm, even though I stayed at home almost all day, I had a rather merry Christmas yesterday. I had a STEAMBOAT DINNER! We were supposed to go to the Chin Huat Seafood at Novena Ville, but there weren't any reservations. Plus, my dad saw the ratings and he wasn't impressed. So, we went to Chong Pang Steamboat Restaurant at Turf City. It was quite nice too. :] Had a great time.
There is gonna be a belated X'mas celebration tomorrow. And that means another day of NO Mapling. Okay, my mood has just been terribly ruined by the two Neanderthals at home. Bye.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Labels: 4E?
Fuck Christmas. Fuck everything. This place is fucked up. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
While people are celebrating their fucking Christmas, I am stuck at home with a bunch fucking people cos they are too goddamn fucking busy. Selfish, just selfish. They think it is okay to ruin someone's Christmas cos they know that person would get over it eventually. I can't even vent my anger now. There is nothing for me to break. I can't even do anything right now except stare at the bloody computer screen.
I hate Christmas. Santa Claus is your father children! Don't believe in him! No, you will not get coal, unless your parents are lousy weasels! Next year, I am so going to Bora Bora for Christmas, ALONE! IT'S SO MUCH BETTER THAN STAYING AT HOME WITH PARENTS THAT HATES THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE A LIFE! FUCK IT!
FUCK!
Merry Christmas World!
Hmm, I have no idea how to celebrate today. I may be going out with my parents, but I can't buy clothes anymore, cos I haven't wore the clothes I bought the other day. I may be watching a movie, and I wanna watch Anugs, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging! And to suit my blog song, I may change my skin too. Lol. I'm hooked to the movie. Gotta watch it again! Anyway, I wanna eat a steamboat dinner today. I haven't ate a steamboat dinner in eons. Oh well.
Guess what? I didn't know it was Christmas tomorrow yesterday. I thought it was only 20th December or something. Time flies like a jet nowadays. Anyway, I have finished making my gift for the gift exchange. Finished it at 4.30am in the morning, so to the person getting it, forgive me for imperfections. But it was fun. Once you start making it, you can't stop, cept for the glue-drying part. I loved the multi-purpose paints. They dry so quickly!
Gonna go do something silly now. Goodbye, and Merry X'Mas! :]
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Just ate a slice of persimmon. Icky texture, icky taste, icky fruit. Anyway, I have just started making my gift for the gift exchange. Glitter + glow-in-the-dark confetti + clay = MESSY! My hands were practically having a clay bath while I was making the base. And the cover of the clay deceived me. I thought I could save up money on white paint, but no, the clay is light blue! Grrr. this is what I get for being in a tight budget. Should have gotten the slightly more expensive one. Anyway, I am resting now, and shall continue later.
The main issue now is settling the date for the gift exchange. 8 people, only 8 people! How hard is it to get a good date? Very hard, especially when people have different off days. Hmmm, this is giving me a headache. Shall ask people to help.
Adieu.
Monday, December 22, 2008
This computer is just whacked out! It is working fine yesterday when all of a sudden, the scream went blank for a second, and the screen came back all weirded out. My parents seriously need to get that computer and fast! Nothing much has been happening recently, though I have been going out quite a lot. At least these outings make my holidays more memorable.
Christmas is making everyone busy. I can't go out for the next few days cos it's only a few days away from Christmas. I'm not all that elated about it, especially cos my Christmas will be spent at home watching TV. And the family gathering will only be on the 27th. But at least I will get the FourSkin cap I always wanted. Right now, I just wanna relax and enjoy the rest of my holidays. Like, seriously, what is up with people and the results? I mean, you really do not need to be a undergrad to be successful. I don't really care anyway. I can't undo what is already done. While others have high hopes of getting into VJC and MJC and SAJC, I am just hoping I can get into SRJC. It is near my home anyway. My grades are so predictable - Within the range of 15 - 25. Teachers may be disappointed at me, but I really cannot do anything to prevent it. Plus, I don't even want an office job. It is just boring. Life will be so routine in the rat race, I will die! I have many other plans that do not require my experience in school.
One, I can, no, will go into acting. I want my private jet and beach house. Secondly, I can start my clothing line. I have a few names already, such as Yuck, Eeew, and Text(Cos I wanna make simple tees with a few words.). Thirdly, I can be a DJ, lol. Such a cool job.
So I guess I don't need to worry that much, as long I get into mass com. Hehe.
Oh well, I have nothing much to talk about. Goodbye. No one sees this blog anymore. :[
Sunday, December 21, 2008
It's official. This blog is dead beyond Amityville's graveyard. This stupid computer's been going bonkers for the past few weeks. So many things happened for the past few weeks, and I have to blog 'em all in one post! Grrr. Stupid crazy computer. Luckily my parents' buying a new computer, which is very cheap - $799. Okay, I am gonna blog about everything now. I spent the past 2 hours reading everyone's blogs.
10 December:
Went out with Kim and JiaHui to have a chit chat session. Had lunch at Pizza Hut. We then went to TCC for a drink. We had more iced water than we had coffee. LOL. We decided to hold a gift exchange, within out clique. Pearl then joined us, and after a while I had to leave. Met Sherina at Orchard station. Went to Lido to have an early dinner. WeeKiat joined us later, and we watched Four Christmases. Was quite funny. We then went to have ice-cream at Macs. We then went to The Heeren Shops for neoprints, but there weren't any. So we walked to Plaza to take it. It was very fun! Haha! After that, we went home. I love the primary school days! :] Our next outing will be at Chomp Chomp.
12 - 13 December:
Went to Kukup with Jane's family. Had to wake up early in the morning, which I haven't done since school was history. We had a seafood lunch, and the only problem was the people we sat with. Jane, Jolene, and I were stuck with a bunch of goddamn assholes who happen to be the most selfish people on earth! The 'chalet' was the most luxurious among all I had went to. and we got the best room - the only room with a bathroom. The others had to share bathrooms. Hehe. Of all the food I at there, the home-made spring rolls were the best! I ate like around 3 during the first serving. But there was a freaking bitch lady who took the last 3! I was so pissed off. Luckily the housekeeper made another serving cos Jane haven't ate any. I ate like a total of 8. We then went to the fish farm 3E went to one and a half years ago! And it was the same tour guide too! Went back and had a barbeque. It was very nice! Played with fireworks! The next day, we had nasi lemak for breakfast. Ate 2 packets, like everyone else. I don't know why, but the tea was very nice, unlike the normal tea I usually drink. We then went to have lunch. And we were stuck with same icky people again. We then went to a shopping mall. I thought we were going to a budget-ish mall, but everything in there was more expensive than in Singapore! And the neoprint was horrible. Twice as expensive than in S'pore, and the quality was just beyond bad in Badville! We then went back home, leaving the mall with only a big picture of the Big Ben.
18- 19 December:
Met Pearl, Ellin, Olivia, and JiaJia at Compass Point. Met Kim and JiaHui at Serangoon Station. Went to Dhoby Ghaut to watch Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging, while the other loony people watched Twilight, LOL. The movie was like so so so awesome! It was so much better than watching Twilight, no offense to JiaJia and JiaHui. I left the cinema with a smile. Georgia is so cool! And though I'm a straight, Robbie is indeed, like Georgia said, a sex god! Lol, he should have taken Robert Pattinson's role in Twilight. I am so gonna buy the DVD and OST. Ultraviolet is so nice!(I don't usually put songs on my blog, but this song is so nice I made an exception) *Screams* We then waited for the others, and then I bought my B.F.F.. We then went to JY's house. I got a little pissed there, cos the food I ate was barely worth half of what I paid. And unlike normal mortals, I do want to put the blame on someone! I will not say who, but I am so freakishly pissed at that someone! After that, we slacked around, and we ordered Macs. I watched Toradora and The Class, and we chatted practically till 7. Went back to school for the orientation. Slept on the second level of the hall. Kim, Pearl, and I then went to CP for breakfast. Met JiaJia, went back to the house, and I fell asleep like everywhere. Kim and Pearl and JiaJia bought Campbell Soup and instant noodles to feed everyone. Fell asleep again, and went home.
20 December:
Went to Bras Basah to exchange the fabric paint for multi-purpose paint. That's when we saw the crazy computer discount. Then a crazy fat lady, literally crazy, came over and started shouting at me. Loony! Then had dinner at Chin Chin Eating House! Very nice! My parents and I then went to Bugis Junction to shop. Bought 2 shirts, and 2 Bermudas at BHG, which amounted to more than a hundred dollars! So happy! Bought Beard Papa Sweets cream puff and went home.
21 December:
Went out with my brother for the first time, and probably the last. Went to Vivo first to buy my thingamajigs, and headed to Plaza. Bought Calamari, mashed potato with cheese sausage, and takoyaki for lunch. Window shopped for hours, and met Sara at Springfield. Finally entered the cinema after hours of window-shopping. Watched Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging again! And it is still awesome in the second time! Wheeee!! We then had dinner at Crystal Jade. Went home after that.
Thanks Kim for the songs! Don't know if this computer will be working tomorrow or not, so I will use it till my heart's content. Goodbye! Georgia Groome! Aaron Johnson! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee! I wanna watch the Thong Movie again. Serious! (I feel JiaJia's twilight syndrome getting to me. Haha!)
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
Hello. It has been like millenniums since I wrote on this cyber-journal of mine. I have been feeling very annoyed and frustrated these past few days, and now I have this thing which I thought I will never catch - Insomnia. Yup, I can't sleep. My biological clock has been tuned in a way that I only get tired at like 4am or something. I can't even sleep at 3am. And the icing on the cake: This computer only works after midnight! I can't even go online in the friggin' afternoon! The screen looks like the computer has been in water for years. But once the sun sets, it works again. Total weird computer. It even turns on by itself. I need to get myself a lappy.
Just went to Jane's chalet yesterday evening for dinner. I was really full. There were a total of nine people, so there was enough food to go around. this brings me to the upcoming 4E BBQ. I seriously think it's not gonna be a very fun day. Feeling kinda sian thinking about it. But it would be good if the other people are planning it. They will finally know how hard it is to plan something for the class, and next time, they won't just comment and fill their mouths with food. Making me pissed just thinking about it. 4E is not the 4E I know anymore. 4E takes on many forms. To many people in class, 4E is just their clique. No offense, but I'm just speaking what I think. It is not bonded at all, and it will never change. So why should I change? The world will not change, even if you change yourself. That's what I learned this year. And I also learned one thing: I rather have people hate me for who I am, than to like me for who I am not.
Hmmm, gonna go watch TV now. Bye.
Monday, December 1, 2008
Hello. It is very late now in the night, for my mum that is. I still think the night is early, seriously. Anyway, I shall be going to Jane's chalet tomorrow evening. Yay! I don't have to be stuck at home, like every other day. I am very keen on learning squash and badminton. I know some people would go like, "Eeeew, are you sure? You can start by losing weight." These people are so mean sometimes, especially since they are your classmates. Whatever.
It's like the end of the year and some people still want me to have a bone to pick with them. Like, seriously, everyone should think before they spew their fucking garbage out of their dirty mouths. Anyway, I am looking forward to eating BBQ food tomorrow! Has been so long. And I most probably will have lunch at Sakura on the upcoming Saturday. So happy! And I will most probably use a Nigel card this month, the meal one. I am so happy, my birthday never seems to end!
You know how Christmas gives you that warm fuzzy feeling? Well, I'm not feelin' it. I never had a wonderful Christmas, like ever. Number 1, Singapore is in an oven for the next eternity. You don't find any snowing in this scorching island. Number 2, I never ever get the present I want, cept one year - LeafGreen version from my cousin. Number 3, my parents spends half the day on our share of the potluck, which is usually 1/3 of the food. Number 4, there ain't any Christmas tree, or annoying carol singer, fake snow(Improvising the best solution), Santa Clause at the mall, Christmas shopping, drastic drop in temperature, or even socks. For once, I just want to celebrate Christmas in a executive suite in the Plaza Hotel, back-sass the Santa at the mall, and spend $100000000000 on shopping(I can get everyone Jaguars, and still have plenty to get everyone their own mansion.).
Shall go pick out my outfit for tomorrow. Another casual get-up. Boring. Chalets should be as classy as hotel suites!