Friday, March 28, 2008
8:11 AM
Hi again!
It has been two weeks of training for the Anniversary Parade and I would have to say it really was worth the effort. Training under the hot sun, perspiring our arses off and waiting for the parade commander to sa a command(no sense of urgency) is stupid. The thing that made me super emo was that I had to change place to the 2nd rank. But, the good thing was that people could see us march after our hard work, and wearing the elegant and brilliant Number 1 Uniform(though it was fucking hot with another shirt underneath) made it all worthwhile.
The parade today was fun, though the guest-of-honour was really late and still came in smiling. o.0 After the parade, we took tons of pictures, a way of saying farewell to our uniforms. Shall post them next time. Took with almost everyone cept for a few : Brian(sorry didn't see you), Cavin and gang (sorry you too), and Rocco(Who want to take with you?!)
Yup, I hate Rocco. So what? He is so noisy in the contingent. He thinks he is SO BIG. Keep saying we like shit. Still dare to say you can because Shareen used to do so too. Are you a CI? Think your drills good can boss us around? Give me a break. Your turning is so lousy I could even do better. But you are not the main concern today.
Today I'll talk about kiss-up-the-CI's-arses and scared of water and heights YongKiong. Seriously, he didn't contribute much to the squad, except be in the campcraft team. You didn't even take part in any major parades. And when you were chosen to be the IC for the NCO Appointment PArade, I thought Sir Dickson was blind. I also remembered you greeting some Sir and your voice was so irksome I felt so lucky to be in the third rank. And you can't even take a squad properly without even having a breakdown. I was like "You call yourself a SSGT?" and "Even a CADET can do better than you!" And it was so darn hilarious when you were on the Flying Fox. ROFLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL! You were too afraid to go down and you decided to sit down first(What sissy girls do?). The guy pushed you down and you were screaming like some woman being raped and you pose was so damn funny! You were like some bodybuilder(cept that you have more fats than they have muscles) who got injected with some
ma bi zhen. When they tried to get you down you were scared stiff like you just went through the 18 stages of hell. HAHAHAHA! And you keep saying you have family problems. Oh please. Oh and the most disgusting thing is your smile. It is plain disturbing. Till today, I still have no idea how you got promoted. It must be the 8th wonder of the world.
Ok I'm done.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
3:23 AM
Hi to all.
It is the second day of the 3 day holiday and I only finished studying my AIR and QA.
Seriously, I prefer doing homework to studying. It is so boring. Earth to the MOE nerds, my brain cells only reproduce at 10pm to 2am, got it?
Singapore's education system sucks to the core. Why are we studying a bunch of crap when I don't even need it when I grow up? I plan to be in the entertainment industry, be it in showbiz or game production. I'm considering acting( I make a good LianZhi, you know, since I did watch his every movement which makes my bolus go the other way. ), but I don't wanna be a local actor or something, more of Hollywood. But that is just wishful thinking on my part.
Also. if I make it out of NS(most probably not), I'll migrate to either Korea or Japan. If I'm still overweight then, surgery for me! Ok I know it is more painful than it looks, but hey, its worth it. I rather go through months of recovery in a hospital bed than to live my life as some guy who looks like a pig. And after getting my new-found confidence, I'll start my career. After becoming really really rich, I'll but a mansion beside a wonderful beach, behind an forest full of maple trees( Ok fine I'm dreaming, but I always wanted to live in 100 Acre Woods ever since I watched Winnie the Pooh and played Kingdom Hearts), or buy an island just like in Kingdom Hearts. Fine, so everyone is gonna think I'm living in my own world, but hey, it doesn't hurt to dream, right? Who cares a fuck for what other people think? I always knew I born to this world by mistake. A horrible tragic mistake.
Though I think life sucks, I have to say I did make a bunch of great friends, and had my share of laughing at my enemies( really puts the icing on top ).
By the way people who haven't seen me since primary school( a bunch of great pals I'll never ever forget ), I have changed my hair. Yes, I think its better than before, you know the nerdy-beyond-all-reason one. I use wax now! Whoots! But, the bad thing was when I went to cut the second time. The hairdresser cut my back layered, but terribly. Seriously, I hated it myself. So in the end I sloped. The frustrating thing was that the couple behind me was laughing at my terrible layered back. Ugh! Curse that bitch to have a miscarriage and curse that bastard to have a pair of infertile balls!
Shall go study my Chemistry SPA Booklet now. Bye! ( and hope LianZhi dies, haha! )
Thursday, March 20, 2008
8:05 AM
Salutations Earth people!
So maybe I didn't wait for June to post, but I wanna post about something I just can't stop thinking about.
Title:
KAOPEH PEOPLE!This post will be about the kaopeh people who has been kaopehing with their kaopehing mouths for the past week. These kaopeh people consist of the following people:
Chee Bye Chee Eng
Fucking Rocco
Not-gonna-wear-number-one Lian Zhi
If you all think it is very evil of me to criticize these people in my blog, you can leave. I'm just releasing my explosive feelings in a healthy way. Who gives a damn if they get hurt? No one told them to be like that, they decided to be kaopeh on their own will.
Lets start with Chee Eng. Actually he has been on my nerves since last year. What the fuck is with your fucking rules of NPCC? No handphones, no PSP, no electronic devices. Come on, I saw people from NS in NDP who took out their PSP to play like nobodies' business. And if I remembered he takes out his handphone frequently during training. Who was the one who said we had to set a good example for our juniors? Why should we NCOs set a good example for them when even a CI can't? Please do not tell me to 'Use your brains before doing anything.' when you don't know how to either. So what if you are a CI? That doesn't mean you can abuse your power. Tell us to have a sense of urgency, what about you? You took such a long time to give the command to march past. It is either you have no idea how to, or you want us to suffer, or simply you have no sense of urgency. FYI, having your name on our NCO Tee is an honour for you. Unfortunately, we are changing the shirt. And yes, some of us prefer having Shareen on our shirt than you, and that includes me. Till today, many are still puzzled why Mdm LiTing chose you. Its like putting a flower on a piece of cow dung. Just what is the thing that makes people actually like you? Cuz I really don't see any good point in you. You are a guy and you are noisier than a girl. Moreover, you 'love' us so much you always hold us back for 15 more minutes to let us hear your bullshit which is completely crap. Sometimes, you should just shut the fuck up.
Next, Rocco. This I like to talk about. Firstly, your position in in the squad is not relatively high, at least not as high as Serene or Brian. In fact, I have a higher role than you. I can sign things out of the NP room, and you only take charge in the sec 1s, or was it 2s? Whatever. You know what really pisses me off? The fact that oyu think oyu are so big you can scold and shout at people on your own will. ''You jolly well not talk in the squad'', ''GOH like shit lidat''. Fuck you man(actually no). Even Seren did not scold us like that, who gave you the fucking right to scold us? FYI, I'm not the only one who thinks so. Joelyn and i think you should shut up. And don't tell me to improve my drills when you did not do a good job at it either. You define kaopeh. And please do not touch me and act gay around me. It sickens me. You are lucky I did not blew chunks on your uniform. Fine so other people like Ernest do 'molest' me sometimes, but at least it is fun(as in we fool around and know our limits and laugh.). When you get all 'ugh' on me, I feel pissed, fucking pissed. Seriously, know your limits, bastard.
Lastly, Lian Zhi. Not much to talk about, since I hjave said enough in school. Shut the fuck up, don't think you are so smart, and stop your drama act. Your timing sucks like shit, though I know I don't shout well. And flirt only if you have the looks to boot. I already know my
tiao jian sucks already, but you make me lucky that I'm not one of those hideous people like you. Hees. You are not wearing number 1! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
HAHAHA!
But in the colour party please do not throw our face.
So the moral of this post is : Learn to shut up when needed.
Saturday, March 8, 2008
6:32 AM
Just a short post, to resurrect my blog.
Hmmm, holidays finally. But it will suck. Big time. HRC, then ALTC. I can't take this shit anymore. Why can't they bring our POP 3 months forward? We don't really make a difference anymore. The sec 3s have the potential to take over us, and I gladly allow them to. Unlike the previous batch, we sec4s have faith in our juniors. I don't wanna waste my Friday afternoon away cleaning up the NPCC room and soaking some firewood I don't give a damn about. NPCC officially sucks, just like how I felt in sec1. Squadmates are changing, more strict, more serious, less fun, less humour. I know we have to show a good example but changing your own personality is just too much. I don't care what other people, including juniors, think about me. I don't think my job is solely to be a good role model. I'm just trying to be plain one-of-a-kind me and no one can stop me. An attempt to cage me only leads to unhappiness, so don't bother.
I really hope I get into the parade, or I'm gonna cry, badly. I didn't sacrifice my backstage job for nothing. I did not go through the torturing phase of accepting the fact of getting into the baton drills contingent with great emotional stress, anger and hatred for nothing. I did not go through months of torturous parades under the blazing sun at Marina Bay for nothing. I'm trying really hard, really. I never put in much in training previously, but I do now. I EARNESTLY wanna get in.
Anyone realize that I am currently in no clique again? Yup. Jane and Cherie have practically gone separate ways, and so I'm left with myself to wander, but its ok. I have lived through secondary school life without a best friend, and I'm still alive, though not really in a stable condition. So ya, I may not have a best friend, but at least I have a lot of friends.
Did really badly for my CT1. No As. Highest B3, the rest Cs. So ya, I suck. Don't really wanna talk about it. Its not like I don't pay attention in class. In fact, I have cut down my sleeping in class, and I pay attention too. I sleep at around 12, unlike last year, 2 to 3am.
I hate it when people give themselves the privilege of insulting me and yet wants me to swallow the criticism. I hate it when people constantly chants their 'SHUT UP!' and wants me to listen. FYI,
I LEAD MY OWN LIFE. NO ONE , I MEAN NO ONE CAN STOP ME FROM WHAT I WANT TO DO OR SAY. IF YOU AHVE APROBLEM, THEN TOO BAD. YOU CAN EITHER ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM OR WALK AWAY. DON'T MIND ME BEING BLUNT, BUT I HAVE TRIED MY BEST TO REFRAIN MYSELF FROM NOT RETALIATING, BUT ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. IF YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN FOR MY FEELINGS, THEN WHY SHOULD I BOTHER? I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY I WANT TO SAY. I MAY BE VULGAR AT TIMES, BUT AT LEAST OTHERS UNDERSTAND THAT I'M ONLY JOKING. YOU ARE JUST BEING OVER-SENSITIVE AND SOMETIMES PEOPLE MAY SEE IT ACROSS AS IRRITATING AND ATTENTION-SEEKING. IF YOU REALIZED, YOU DID INSULT SEVERAL TIMES IN THE PAST. AN EYE FOR AN EYE, YOU GET BACK WHAT YOU SAID TO OTHERS. IT KARMA, AND ITS FAIR. CRYING ABOUT THIS LITTLE THING IS SERIOUSLY OVER-SENSITIVE, AND I ADMIT IT IS RATHER ANNOYING. YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY EMOTIONAL PERSON HERE. STOP THINKING YOU ARE THE FIRST PRIORITY IN EVERYONE'S LIFE. LASTLY, STOP THINKING YOU ARE SO BIG SHOT YOU CAN INSULT OTHERS OTHERS CAN'T, AND ALSO THAT PEOPLE HAVE TO ACCEPT YOUR CRITICISM AND BEAR WITH IT. PEOPLE HAVE FEELINGS TOO, NOT JUST YOU.Phew, said what I wanted to say. Okay so I wasn't that short. Oh well. Bye until June? Haha.
