It has been a few days since I blogged. I have been so tired I didn't have energy left to work my brains to remember all the things that happened. Since it is already Thursday, it is today where I will be getting my student card, and my laptop. My feelings about it is kinda contradictory actually. Like, I am excited that I can finally have my own laptop, while people studying in JC don't have one.(Evil!) But on the other hand, it's a great deal of responsibility. What if I broke or dropped it and stuff. It's pretty scary actually. I'm not that ready yet. Okay it's not like I'm gonna have a child or anything but it's such a precious thing which I do not quite want yet. I haven't been in a situation where I go, "Man, I wish I had a laptop." The past few times where I said I want one, it's not really quite true. I did not like to have a laptop, I only liked the idea of having a laptop. It's a tremendous responsibility, and it is also a rite of passage into my next stage in life's show. I have been so used to being a uniform-wearing, classroom-sitting, spoon-fed student I'm not ready to metamorphosise into an independent notebook-carrying young adult. Nope, not mature enough yet.
Enough with laptop and maturity shit, and more about my nervy B! I'm so nervous about tomorrow. I'm not even sure where to go to in the Poly. tomorrow. I definitely do not want to look stupid among so many people. And I certainly do not want to have any missing forms. I will die if I fail to get registered.
I'm getting fatigued at work so easily these days. I have to persevere for my pendent, locket, and necklace. And I still have to get Crisis Core, and Re:CoM. And I have to get Lily Allen's new album, It's Not Me, It's You. Her songs have been getting me through the day.
Gonna go sleep now. Bye.
Labels: Nervy B.
