My fever is better now, my runny nose is slight. Tomorrow, people close to me shall part, while I remain in this isolated island. It has been known to me that it is unevitable, it will come no matter what, even if my life was sacrificed. Whatever, my mind and body is too tired to pen down my thoughts.
The fuckers told me that my bad attitude towards them has resulted in my recent major setbacks. I don't believe them. My bad attitude is what kept me from being both sad, angry, and a total failure. It is not my problem, it is them. Their negative attitude towards my being has poured bad luck all over me. They have totally forgotten their roles as parents. Where is the support? How I envy other people. They have parents who support them, and console them when they are sad, unlike the shit I have to face. I get sad, I get pissed off more by them. I get angry, they piss me off somemore. And whatever I do, they just hate it. You know what? I can't even choose for myself. I have to fucking force my voise to get it to their head.
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