Okay, so I am less than 24 hours to getting that death note. I am so freaking out! I know, I have been freaking out a lot cos of the results, but I just can't help it! I wanna redo the exams again! I know my results will be shitty, partly cos I know I didn't give my all for the exams. I should, but I didn't. Can't change it now. Also, very bad things have been happening to me. I am feeling so frustrated and annoyed now, mainly cos of dumb, dumber, and dumbest in the house. they drive me nuts! Gosh, if only I get to be in one of those 'trading places' reality show, it would be so nice.
I just bought my can of hairspray. It looks cool. Anyway, my body is so exhausted by all the tense nerves that I don't have any energy to do anything right now. I'm practically typing with hands tied to an elephant.
Miracles don't always happen, but one must happen tomorrow! My life depends on it! If I don't have good score tomorrow, I will seriously fall into a permanent state of depression. All these nervousness is draining my life source, and I feel like I am gonna collapse any minute. Seriously, I am feeling exhausted.
I will have a pretty low expectation of myself. It is good either way - I won't get too upset if I didn't do well, and I will be extra happy if I do well.
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