I am feeling rather puzzled right now. I dont know whether should I sit on the couch and worry about my upcoming results or continue gaming like there is no tomorrow. Olivia invited me to visit some JCs with them. I feel wierd. I am afraid of knowing what lies ahead. I am afraid of entering a world so far away from my comfort zone. I am afraid of stepping into another world.
I still remember the first few days of 2007. Being in such a new environment, I fell into deep depression. I was fatigued easily, and I slept as early as 10pm. I fell asleep very easily in class as well. I hated the way everyone stared at me like I was some kind of alien. I hated the way people couldn't accept me as a human-being. It was hard.
Labels: Pre-results blues