It is official. I am the most retarded person on Earth! I am the epitome of lag! God. I wanted my B3. Now it is totally impossible to get it. I even mugged for it! Now, I'm not even in the mood to play Flyff now. Should I get over it? It is not like I almost got killed on my way there, or even got sick. that would have been quite a valid reason. My stupid reason for not going for the paper, is that I misread the timing for the paper. I think Mrs Png is most disappointed. What I have learned for the past 6 months just went down the drain. Fuck. I do not know what word can be used to describe how I am feeling now, cept for the 'fuck'. I am feeling fucked up now. It's like, me auditioning for a angst-ridden teenager for a movie with Chiaki Kuriyama and I happened to be late for an hour. Ya, that's how I am feeling now. Goddamn fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Good thing I don't have Geography to worry about. If I didn't drop the subject I won't study for it. It is like a chainsaw slicing your heart in like, bloody pieces of muscle tissues, with blood as the main component. But the thing is, I have nothing to do now, I am not a 'stuff-myself-with-work-to-get-it-off-my-mind' kinda guy, so studying won't work and it will ineffective. I don't whether should I get over it or not. It is not like in an exam where you make a careless mistake and bring in moderators to ease your pain. When I ask the whole world, "Hey, who didn't show up for an exam cos you are plain retarded?", only 1, 2 tops, would raise their hand. It has been long since I have whined in my blog.
Okay, let's make me feel a little better. If I did go to the exam...:
1) I would have been knocked down by a car and my body parts would be flying around.
2) I would have been killed by anti-Hollywood psycho with a chainsaw.
3) I would have been shocked by lightning.
4) I would have been caught in a tornado.(Okay this is ridiculous.)
5) I would have been stung by a swarm of killer bees.
6) I would have been fell down a flight of stairs.
7) I would have driven my pen into my arm.
8) I would have been eaten alive by a scourge of man-eating zombie aliens.
9) I would have been mistaken for a psycho-maniac and got myself into the loony bin.
10) I would have been crashed by a meteor.
11) I would have imploded(if I exploded, I would get Olivia and Shermaine's paper all bloody and dirty with brain juice.) by the enormous amount of Chinese words.
12) I would have been caught in the rain and catch a new species of the cold and spread it to everyone in the world and they die.
13) I would have been trapped in a cement pit.
14) I would have been shot by an Uzi rifle by a homicidal maniac.
15) My brain would have cut out by Sylar and my Hollywood potential would have been stolen.
16) I would have been under Godzilla's foot.
17) Giant man-eating Venus Fly-traps would have risen from the ground and digested me.
18) I would have been kidnapped by a secret society and become the first half-human half-cockroach.
19) I would have been killed by a giant man-eating tarantula.
20) I would have got a crow's feather in my eye.
Hmmmm, that's all I can think of. I am going to play Flyff now, and I do not care what every would think of me. Gaming is all I can think of right now that can keep this shit off my mind.
