I'M SO GODDAMN MAD RIGHT NOW. I AM INFURIATED, DEPRESSED, AND FILLED WITH ANGST RIGHT NOW. AND THIS IS ME TALKING, WHOLLY. FIRSTLY, IT IS NOT FAIR TO STEREOTYPE ME AS A DEPRESSED, SADISTIC PSYCHOMANIAC. THE WORLD IS A FUCKINGLY FUCKED UP PLACE, AND NOTHING IS EVER GOOD. PEOPLE LOOK AT YOU AS THOUGH YOU ARE SOME VILLAIN WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE ONE. POEPLE THINK YOU ARE SOME ATTENTION SEEKER, EVEN WHEN ARE JUST BEING YOURSELF. PEOPLE THINK YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE, EVEN WHEN YOU ALREADY PUT ON ANOTHER FACE. THE WORLD DOESN'T GIVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE, AND IT IS UNFAIR.