Another day, another paper screwed.
I really have no idea what the hell is wrong with me. I am not doing myself any justice at all, but I can't help it. Today's History paper was the worse paper I have done so far. I totally screwed up my SBQs; Now that I think about it, I realized I have no idea what I was writing. My words were jumbling around, and I had no idea what to say. I totally forgot what was 'Hitler's family policy'. In the end, I left one 8 mark SBQ question blank. It really tells me a lot of my future. The path is getting darker by the day, and the road is getting narrower. Sometimes, I really have no idea what I am doing. I did cramp for this paper, but I didn't come out of the hall smiling. I really don't know where the path is taking me. Last year, I thought I was someone who would at least get a job. Looks like I left that Nigel on 19th November.
I have no choice but to swallow my Biology and SS notes. I have no other way.