I Closed The Book.

Friday, October 31, 2008

10:25 AM

Okay since there is nothing for me to do right now, I shall post to the world my wishlist for my birthday! *Holds an "OVER HERE!" signboard, waving to everyone*

My Birthday wishlist(in random order):
1. Demi Lovato's 'Don't Forget' album
2. 77th Street chain(for pants)
3. A pair of NumFlipFlop flip flops
4. Nintendo DS
5. Jonas Brothers' 'A Little Bit Longer' album
6. Avril Lavigne's 'Best Damned Thing' album
7. Battle Royale I DVD
8. Kill Bill Vol. I DVD
9. 77th Street cap/hat
10. Final Fantasy IX soundtrack
11. Final Fantasy VII soundtrack
12. Battle Royale novel(!!!)
13. Zinc bag
14. Ink bag
15. Class outing
16. Steamboat buffet dinner
17. Sleepovers
18. A card?

Done!

8:56 AM

Today we had Biology Paper 2. Surprisingly, it was easy. But hey, easy means a C6. difficult means an F9. But still, I was quite happy after the paper. Anyway, Monday we are gonna have the Social Studies paper. No studying today.

I am suffering from a fast-food coma now. Just had dinner at KFC. I am seriously gonna puke from fast food.

I have nothing to do now. I do not want to study, cos it is buffer day today. Just gonna watch more Videos On Trial.

See you! ^^

Thursday, October 30, 2008

8:21 AM

Today's E.Math Paper 2 was surprisingly easy, cept for a few questions. But I managed to finish it on time.

Tomorrow I shall meet my ultimate demise. IT IS BIOLOGY! I shall embrace Biology with all my heart, and hope it would pass me. LET ME PASS!

15 more days to freedom. Jiayou everyone! :]

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

7:20 AM

A BIG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LX!

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Tomorrow's the E.Math Paper 2. Hope I won't mess it up. Then it comes down to Biology, the one subject that hates me to the core.

I love Bio.
I love Bio.
I love Bio.
I love Bio.
I love Hollywood.
I love Hollywood.
I love Hollywood.
I love Hollywood.

TTFN. :]

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

7:19 AM

Another day, another paper screwed.

I really have no idea what the hell is wrong with me. I am not doing myself any justice at all, but I can't help it. Today's History paper was the worse paper I have done so far. I totally screwed up my SBQs; Now that I think about it, I realized I have no idea what I was writing. My words were jumbling around, and I had no idea what to say. I totally forgot what was 'Hitler's family policy'. In the end, I left one 8 mark SBQ question blank. It really tells me a lot of my future. The path is getting darker by the day, and the road is getting narrower. Sometimes, I really have no idea what I am doing. I did cramp for this paper, but I didn't come out of the hall smiling. I really don't know where the path is taking me. Last year, I thought I was someone who would at least get a job. Looks like I left that Nigel on 19th November.

I have no choice but to swallow my Biology and SS notes. I have no other way.

Monday, October 27, 2008

6:26 AM

It is 9.26pm in the night, and I still have War In Europe, War in Asia-Pacific, and Korean War and Cuban Missile Crisis to cover! Fucking shit! I totally slept through the evening, then went for dinner and now here I am. Fuck. I am really dead beat. I find it so difficult now to take out my textbook now. What can I say, I am an endothermic reaction after all. Activation energy is high for everything - sleeping, studying, bathing, homework, cleaning up my room, exercising.

I have been having headaches everyday nowadays, mainly due to the noise from the PS2. I am battling a very severe case of PS2-obsessive disorder. Moreover, the noise from it rings in my head every single waking moment. The sounds of M14 rifles and sword swinging may sound good during the holidays, but they are a total pain in the butt when you can't play it. Cold turkey, cold turkey...

English down.
A.Math down.
Half of Chemistry down.
Half of E.Math down.
I have no idea how much I can take. Everyone says that time is passing very quickly, but it seems so slow to me, cept for the time in the ever stifling hall.

My brain is on life support, my body is as sturdy as tofu, and my mind is constantly being bombarded with horrible thoughts.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

6:20 AM

Hi again. I'm currently at Nazi Germany, and I am so behind time! But I think I'll finish my revision by tomorrow. What really pulls my grade down is my SBQs. I really don't know how to answer them. I don't find a point in answering it anyway. Like, who gives a freaking damn about a freaking photo? Anyway, I hope I can get an A1 for the paper. I have totally lost hope in my forte, so I guess I have no choice but to make the best out of my weaknesses.

Oh well. I really have to pull myself together for this thing. Bye.

12:56 AM

Greetings to all! I was offline all day yesterday cos my computer had some problems; Everything went all haywire. It has been only a day of being away from the keyboard but it seemed like a millennium. But still, I did manage to get some studying done. I started everything from scratch and read up to Communist Russia. This is hard to admit, but I find History very interesting. It is very similar to class politics, just a lot more complicated. The textbook is like a storybook; Once you open the book, you can't put it down. But that was at night. Being a nocturnal creature, I find everything so easy to absorb in the dead of the night. But now, it is 4.03pm in the afternoon. My brain is inactive, and I am trying my best to resist my PS2's hypnotism.

My computer went haywire yesterday for some unknown reason. My brother blamed me as they assumed that the air-conditioner(I wanted to turn it on.) was too cold and water condensed in the computer and short-circuited everything inside. Stupid assumption. -.-

It is 5 days to Halloween! I always wanted to celebrate Halloween, and watching Halloween Special Marathons do not count. If I get to dress up, I would be a guy with a knife stuck on my head, wearing a shirt that says, "I love flowers!" Ironic, lame, and stupid, just the way I like it.

It is 24 days to my birthday! I want to make it up to myself for last year's ruined one. Hope everyone is free on that day, and I hope everyone have some paper in their wallets. Oh, and it is 3 days to LX's birthday, 17 days to JianYu's birthday, and 18 days to freedom! The coming weeks will be harsh and exhausting, cos all the papers are my worst enemies - History, Chinese, Social Studies and Biology.

Gonna go mug now. Bye. :]

Friday, October 24, 2008

7:00 AM

Hello cruel world, and cruel old English women living in retirement homes!

Today, we had our E.Math Paper 1 and A.Math Paper 2. My E.Math was screwed a little cos I didn't finish my perpendicular bisectors and I saw 'directly proportional' as 'inversely proportional'. Lost a total of 7 marks. For A.Math, I lost an enormous sum of 24 marks. Don't wanna talk about it, especially when Math is my forte. One word - Fuck.

I'm totally tired now. I have been binging a lot these few days. so I think I gained quite a lot of weight this week.

Well, I'm gonna go rest now. Farewelllllll.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

10:24 AM

Here I am again, alone in my room, with nothing to do besides studying. I haven started studying yet, cos I am feeling so darn bored. Can't wait for 13th November, when I can finally crawl out from this hole and PARTY! I am totally gonna let my wild side take over and enjoy my holidays like never before. No more homework, no more worries. Speaking of no worries, I have decided to live by Hakuna Matata! Haha.

It means no worries, for the rest of your days!
Its a problem-free, philosophy, Hakuna Matata!

I have decided to shed that oh-so-boring supposedly 'emo' skin of mine and just have fun. Anyway, as I was saying, I am alone in my room, cos my brother's at camp. Currently watching Entertainment Tonight. My PS2 is just beside me, calling to me, wanting me to embrace it. But, I must persevere! I am so sorry, my dear PS2(I haven't gave it a name yet, like how I name all my stuff. E.g., I call my pillow 'Pillpill'. ROFLOLOL).

Oh I wanna watch 17 Again, starring Zac Efron. Looks so funny! Oh, and I wanna buy Ellen Degeneres' voting T-shirt.

*Blows fringe up* This is getting boring. I am practically blogging about anything that catches my eyes right now. I wonder what time I get some shut-eye. Desperate Housewives looks funny. shall watch it on Monday. By the way, Jessica Simpson's new fragrance is called Fancy. And Miss America 2008 is anorexic, but she has turned it into something good.

Garh, I am gonna watch my TV now. Sweet dreams y'all. :]

7:45 AM

So far, I have braved through 4 papers. Out of the 4, I am only confident of scoring well for one paper. That would be today's paper, A.Math Paper 1. Chemistry was screwed, and my English was screwed-er. I don't know why, but my command of English really had an off day yesterday. The vocabulary I normally use in my essays are no where to be found in the corners of my mind, and they should be there for me. I got most of them from songs and movies and I just twist a little here and there, but I really could not remember yesterday. Maybe it is due to the stifling hall; It lets you in, but leaves your experience and hard work out.

Anyway, I thought today's paper was quite easy. I think I can at least score an A1, though I'm not sure if my untidiness would screw me up. I even wrote, "Apologies for this page's untidyness." I totally misspelled 'untidyness'. Shit. Hope the LZBs are in a good mood when they mark our papers.

I feel very indifferent about the 'O' Levels nowadays, now that I am SERIOUSLY aiming to go to Hollywood. Hollywood don't really mind the academically screwed-up, would they? Hope so.

Gonna relax now. I think I got a food hangover just now. Now I am feeling dizzy.

Good luck for the Geography paper guys! Good night. :]

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

9:12 AM

So 1 1/2 subjects down, 7 more to go. So far, I have totally screwed the papers I had taken. But I must stay vigilant!

21 days to freedom, 21 days to my Kingdom Hearts, 21 days to drives-by, 21 days to East Coast.

Curse you Spot! Curse you!

Monday, October 20, 2008

7:49 AM

Hey all! It has been very since I have blogged with the right state of mind. Today is the first day of the friggin', youth-draining, 'O' Levels, a very very evil thing whose creator is still in hiding from us angst-ridden teenagers. Since it is called the 'O's, I will call him/her,(or maybe he/she is a hermaphrodite?) erm, Owen! Haha! "Owen, I will find you! Just you wait! Damn you for screwing my 16th year in reality up!" Right now, I'm trying very hard to resist my gaming temptations, especially when my brother is having a drive-by(an activity whereby you ride a car or the preferred motorbike and go around shooting everyone with a gun) in GTA right now.

Anyway, it was the Chemistry paper 2 today, and I totally screwed it up. I was the only one who didn't finish the paper. Well, I didn't finish part of a question. It was a seven mark question, and I guess I lost 2 to 3 marks. But there were some who screwed the first question up, so I guess it is okay. YiHao's poor command of English did cost him 2 marks. So, I guess I'm fine. No point grieving over it now. Let's just hope I will slam the MCQs with a 40. Chemistry is over. I'm still good, I think.

Tomorrow's the English paper, and I'm looking forward to it! I haven't studied for English though. I'm just gonna study some situational writing formats and hit the hay. My sole purpose of blogging is to get in touch with my English roots, again. Has been quite a while since I wrote an essay, one which everyone liked and it was about a dog suffering from chronic depression at a dog pound. Hope inspiration kicks in fast tomorrow. Brain blocks stink. After tomorrow, it will be down to all the subjects I hate the most, except for Math. But Math does make me feel like I age 50 years after spending 50 minutes in it.

After my education, I will be flying to Los Angeles for my audition. Gonna make it big. See me on TV, hear me on the radio, and think about me whenever possible. I also wanna be on 987 FM saying, "Hey, this is Nigel from HOLLYWOOD, and when I come to Singapore, I listen to 987 FM." Haha. I am so deluding myself. But before that, I am gonna lose those pounds, fix those crooked teeth, dye my hair, and some other surgery to make me look better. Oh, and go for some facial treatments. Hate acne outbreaks.

After the 'O' Levels, I'm gonna do the following:
1) Outings with Primary School Besties.
2) Outings with NPCC Besties.
3) Class outings.
4) Rot myself with my PS2.
5) Squash maybe.
6) Buffets.
7) Steamboat buffets.
8) Shopping.
9) Blog.
10) Blog-surf for current affairs.

To everyone I know taking the 'O's, good luck and all the best. 22 more days to pure freedom! :]

Friday, October 17, 2008

7:56 AM

Today, my four years of secondary school life comes to an end.
Today, my days of belonging to a class comes to an end.
Today, my four years in Nan Chiau High School ends.
Today, is indeed the most painful day of my life yet.
Today, I bid farewell to the dirty old classroom right beside the restroom.
Today, I bid farewell to canteen food.
Today, I bid farewell to my dearest teachers.
Today, I bid farewell to all the fun and craziness.
Today, this chapter of my life comes to an end.
Today, marks half of my teenage life.
Today, maturity catches up with me.
Today, Class 4E 2008 is no longer of physical existence.
Today, Class 4E 2008 engraves itself into out hearts.
Today, Class 4E 2008 lives in our hearts more than ever.
Today, Class 4E 2008 spread its wings and flies into clear blue sky.
Today, Class 4E 2008 enter the battlefield with our Uzi rifles.
Today, Class 4E 2008 are sure, that we forever stay as one.

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This is my last post as a student of Nan Chiau High School, Class 4E 2008, and my first post as a student of Class 4E 2008, free!

I love everything in 4E.
I love everyone in 4E.
I love everything to do with 4E.
I love 4E!

-Heartfelt and earnest as ever, Boy #11 Nigel Soh

Monday, October 13, 2008

9:06 AM

Blogging at this point of time is so wrong but I really have to release all my buckets of teenage angst somewhere.

***This blog post contains mature content and strong language. Viewer discretion is advised. ***

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!

THIS IS SO NOT FAIR! WHY IS IT THAT THE LAME AND UTTERLY STUPID POST 'O' LEVEL ACTIVITIES HAD TO BE HELD ON MY FRIGGIN' BIRTHDAY?! I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO MY FRIGGIN' BIRTHDAY AFTER THE 'O' LEVELS BUT ALL YOU INCONSIDERATE ORGANIZERS HAVE TO RUIN EVERYTHING. NO I AM NOT GOING TO SPEND MY BIRTHDAY KAYAKING FOR 4 HOURS AND HAVE A BUFFET DINNER PROVIDED BY THE SCHOOL, WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY OVER A VERY VERY TIGHT BUDGET. I AM NOT GOING TO TORTURE MYSELF WITH A PADDLE AND CHEAP COLD BUDGETED BUFFET FOOD. HOLD IT ON 18TH NOVEMBER FOR ALL I CARE BUT I WILL NOT STAND HAVING MY SPECIAL DAY RUINED. DON'T YOU THINK IT IS SELFISH TO SPOIL SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY BY PUTTING THAT SOMEONE WITH THE FEW PEOPLE HE DISLIKES FROM OTHER CLASSES? IT IS MY BIRTHDAY, AND I HAVE MY OWN SPECIAL WAY OF CELEBRATING IT. BUT NOW THAT ALL WE STUDENTS ARE TO ATTEND THIS CHEESY DAY FILLED WITH 'OODLES OF FUN', I HAVE NO ONE TO CELEBRATE WITH EVEN IF I DIDN'T GO FOR THIS STUPID THING.

GO SCREW SOMEONE ELSE'S BIRTHDAY, BUT NOT MINE. I WILL NOT REMAIN SILENT UNTIL I HAVE A REACHED MY ULTIMATE GOAL!