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01 Kuon-Hikari To Nami No Kioku - Final Fantasy X-2 Disc 1
The Protagonist .

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If people see me in person, they will probably think I'm a Bob. It's Nigel, which is pretty sophisticated in my opinion. I am turning 17 this year, which means I am fast on my way to wrinkles and elasticity-challenged skin. I am going to be walking down the red carpet in ten years time, so fuck those who have doubted me. I aspire to be like Lily Allen, because I think she is the coolest person in the world. Okay, this is getting so draggy. Find out about me on my posts.

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A Walk Down Memory Lane .

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Adieu .

4E'08

Cherie
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SiJia

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Grace
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Unconditional Affections

Dissidia Final Fantasy

Final Fantasy VII Crisis Core

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Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008
9:42 AM

TO CHERIE LOW XUE LIN A.K.A PATHETIC KISS-UP OF THE ERA

First of all, you have just degraded yourself 6 x 10^23 levels with that post. I spelled out your full name properly, cos I thought enemies should have common courtesy too. Unlike you, I didn't insult your father with any cheesy ridiculous corruption of your surname. At least I try to maintain my decorum. It wasn't your father who I hate. You chose this path, this path that led to us being enemies. Not lugubrious in any way, I am rather impassive about this matter. Exams are nearing, and you are not going to be the main factor contributing to my possibly bleak future. I admit I'm partially at fault in this matter, but I think you are mainly at fault. Do you see me having bitch-fests with Jane, YanLing, or even Bella? It just happens to be you, only. I honestly treated you as a good friend, a very close friend even, but since you want to break this tie, I am very fine with it. I took all your criticism, swallowed it and forgot it. I carried your bag, held your books, rushed to lend you money, but yet were still ill-disposed towards me, and chose to take my patience for granted. Fine, my patience has been used up, and I am not going to end this without a fight. It is time you have a taste of your medicine, it is time you lost for once.

I admit I do not have many connections in my whole 16-year life. That is because I want to maintain a close relationship with my friends, so I feel more comfortable with a small social circle. I may not have many friends, but at least I have more close friends than you. Tell me, do you even have more than 10 close or even best friends? It is useless to make so many friends and you keep them in your contacts and let them remain stagnant. I build a strong bond with my friends so they will come to my aid, so that we can enjoy the true pleasures of pure, true friendship. But, you have copious friends, and only a handful of close friends, and let's not get me started in class. Alone, in the class, paying attention in class cos you have no one to talk to. No one talks to you why? Because you are contemptible and contentious! You are pathetic! You keep having the mentality that losing one friend makes no significant difference to your, I must say, unsuccessful life. Fine, but why not try 5 or even 10? You say you can survive without friends, you know why? Because you have, oops, had your love. And if I can remember, you threw away your best friend for him. Now, he doesn't want you anymore. Just makes me laugh whenever I think about it. You brought this upon yourself, let me stress again. I descried, and you are now a pathetic, useless pile of biomass who crawling to one corner to another, pulling one classmate at a time to become your next niggy, someone to be your next dog, someone who would assist you in every aspect, of deplorable triviality I must add. Good luck on your search, you will need it. Oh and must I tell you what a friend is? A friend is someone who is true to you, and remains loyal to you despite the odds. Your backstabbing gets you no where. If you can backstab a friend, then it is concluded that you are the most ill-favoured scum in the Milky Way!

I know I am not smart. Jane and I are not the smartest of people in 4E. But just because a few teachers say you are intelligent doesn't give you any right to be egotistical and supercilious. Look at Pearl. Look at Kim. They excel but they don't brag about the immense effort they put in. You? You finish a set of homework and revision and go on and on about how you completed them before the deadline. To our chagrin, your perpetual bragging feels like arrows to our ears. Fine, it is not a bad thing to finish homework. But do you even improve from it? It is not like you have shown visible leaps in your academic life. I am telling you now, blatantly, that your bragging and arrogance is based on a weak foundation - completing work assignments. And you must be ridiculous of the highest level to say that I mug. I don't. I study, but I don't do it with a lot of effort, not as much as you said at least. Not to brag, but even though I didn't study for long hours for the Electrolysis test, I still got second in 4E. You studied too but you didn't reach the mark. So don't make spurious assumptions about this kind of things, because it really degrades one's ability to soar to greater heights.

Don't think you are some big-shot queen of utmost omnipotence. What you have is money. You use it to manipulate people. For goodness sake, it is secondary school. Prove your worth with your brain! Stop flashing your cash all around and showing off to everyone about how much money you have got for a shopping spree. Buy an LV Bag for all we care. Do you hear a lot of compliments about your accessories? We judge you not on how branded your things are, but by your moral values, your personality. Splurge for all we care, just remember that one day when those cold, hard, crisp, green pieces of papers are no longer in your reach, you will know how we feel. Stop showing off your bags. It only tells us about your arrogance. And you should really cut the ever-annoying 'life-of-a-peasant' thing. You are just annoying people about how you try to resist spending on expensive stuff but still buys them in the end because you are just too pampered. Speaking of how spoilt you are, just for your information, people who use money to manipulate people to do your bidding is a very brazen thing to do. One word can be used to describe people like you - bimbos. Just wait till the day when you finally achieve a deeper understanding of things will you realize how superficial and shallow you are doing - pulling puppet strings with cash.

I said it before, and I will say it again. I am straight. It is your problem if you still insist on having 'gay' as my sexual orientation. I am fine with the fact that I'm corpulent and have no figure, honestly. But please, take a look at in the mirror. You may have the figure, but your face looks like you sunbathed your face with concentrated acid as your sun screen. Your gums are thicker than your lips! But your face is minuscule to your inner ugliness. I don't need to say it hear to let you know what people feel about your face. The broken mirrors have said enough. Plastic surgery won't help much to your irreparable face. At least I have liposuction.

Lastly, I am not scared of you. I am behind a computer screen indeed. But you are hiding too. Since you are not pleased with me, why don't you confront me first? Absolute sheer cowardice. Or it is just that no one is willing to carry you to my seat to confront me? I am merely playing how you wanted this game to be played. An eye for an eye. A knife for a knife. You should be the one who should confront me! If you did so earlier, we wouldn't be like this now. Now, I just have to finish this game and focus on my academics. And you still have thick-skinned face left call yourself 'great'? Before readers start seeing their meals, I have to say I admire how thick your skin is. So I am shallow, eh? We shall see about that then.

Let me sum this up in a sentence:

You are a perfidious, contemptible boot-licker who fails at putting on a strong front when you are evidently desperate and you absolutely positively cannot survive without friends, which you treat as collectibles on a shelf.