"It's too late to apologize." Hee.
Yup, you should know what I'm trying to say here. 'Forgive and forget' is what I have been trying to do all this term, and I did! But this time, no. In fact, what has been done makes it impossible to do that. Even villains in Disney movies die, or what does that make in reality. Hmmm, no need to elaborate on this matter. Unforgivable, unforgettable. The scars shall remain here, always.
Had our English and SS Test today. I was damn tired today, don't know why. I was really tired yesterday night too, so I didn't study for SS, only read through. I was half asleep while writing my essay, and fell asleep half way through my SS source-based questions, but I didn't fall asleep while reading the comprehension passage like I thought I would. Come to think of it, I have been falling asleep quite a lot these past few days. *Shrugs chin and flashbacks*
On Saturday, I woke up at 7am to meet Jane and Ernest at Compass. Got incessant stomachaches and was late by half an hour. Went to eat porridge at Yoshi cos I didn't wanna eat fast-food. They came to Yoshi instead and we chatted a lot. Gossiped for like 2 hours before Jane had to leave. Went with Ernest to Jon's house to study.
OMG! Jon's house is so NICE! It looked really new, like they just moved or something. Had a little cake and continued my Chemistry TYS. Was half way through my Section B of 2004 and
fell asleep while Jon and Ernest were molesting each other. LOL. Then his mum cooked and we ate fried rice. OMG! Thank you Jon for your hospitality!
Then went to Compass, again, and met up with JiaHui at Mac's. Jolyn and JiaRui came later. Got chased out by some wretched auntie and I had to eat my McFlurry by the corridor beside the MRT station. Took out my Chemistry TYS to do again. It was really hard to do the TYS while sitting straight so I lied on the floor to do it. Was halfway through another question and
fell asleep again. It was so
malu! I looked like I was some homeless dude with no where to go but the side of the MRT station. GARH! There was also a weird lady who walked to us and gave JiaRui and I bibles, and repeatedly said 'Bless You'. Woke up after an hour or so and found out JiaHui has already left and JiaRui was leaving. So it left me and Jolyn. Rushed my Section B and went home.
On Sunday, I was at home all day. Was just starting my 2005 TYS, Section B, and
fell asleep on my bed for 2 hours. Then I studied my Chem from 1am to 2am. Haha!
Just woke up from a 5-hour
nap and just finished my dinner. Just wanna blog to wake myself up. Shall start Maths at 12 midnight, the time when my brain cells are at their most hyperactive.
Oh yes, was really touched by the edited photos on Jane's blog. Was the first time in my entire life someone did that for me. I am a lot happier now, now that I don't have to attend to someone's trivial needs. Friends stay true forever. Come to think of it, I wanna thank Bella, YanLing, LX, Jane, ChengSiong, and YiHao(surprisingly ;} ) for being so concerned about me the past week. And come to think of it again, I have made a lot of people worry for me this year. Well, I shall be a better friend, and shall not make you guys so worried anymore. Now I know who are my true friends. They stick with me when I need them the most, and they give me their support when I need it most. Friends do not badmouth you behind your back, and they know how to apologize if they did something wrong. They are sincere, honest, and will never ever back stab you. I love you guys! :)
Adieu.
