This is the earliest I have blogged before. 4pm. I'm kinda feeling guilty right now. Everyone should still be in school and I'm the only one who came home and went online. I doesn't feel right. I have a sudden urge to go back to school to hang with the rest of 4E right now. AH! I feel horrible right now. Or am I having those 'I-need-my-friends-company-urgently' right now? Ya, been having them often this year. Still remembered after Mid-Years, I felt seriously lonely and miserable without anyone from 4E to accompany me. Imagine how I'm gonna survive in JC.
I am passing out of NPCC very soon. I know I don't have the time to go for rehearsals these past few weeks, but I really miss my squad mates. All those precious memories surface in my mind, and they really make me guilty for not spending the last few weeks in NPCC. I mean, my squad mates and I have been friends for 4 years, even much more longer than the friends I have made in 4E. And the terrible thing is that we only get to really meet each other once a week. We NEED more outings! And make sure everyone makes it, cept for a minority of skanks. Oh gosh, I have an urge to go back to school for rehearsal. I enjoyed the parades this year. I get to slack with everyone and get to know about them. And all those small group gatherings, where we do stuff together. So miss them! I will definitely remember all of you! (Okay I sound like I'm going to war.)
Next are all my primary school friends. It has been four years since we were in the same classroom, and yet I'd only managed to keep in touch with some of you. We seriously need a gathering, to update each other about all of us. Once we graduate, it would mean we will be more far apart. It is sad.
Finally to all you 4E peeps out there! I am so gonna MIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS all you! Though it has only been 2 years, it feels like I have known you all for all my life. I really hope we can get into the same JC. Though we will forever be part of 4E, we will never get the chance to sit in the same stifling hall, learn in the same dirty classroom, go through Chemistry verbal test, and even enjoy class-decos ever again. We MUST keep in contact after graduation. I really don't want the 'O' Levels to end. As the days get closer to the big day, our days together dwindle. I can't imagine life without y'all. We really need to cherish our remaining days together. I know all of you are too busy preparing for the 'O's for all this, but hey, what good is a successful career without 4E in your lives? Our class outings MUST continue, even after all of you are married, get children, and get wrinkles, even after all of us are already in wheelchairs and suffer from osteoporosis. We have our own graveyard so that our corpses will always remain side by side. WE RULE!
Okay so I sound like I'm dying or going to war. But this has been troubling me for quite some time. I don't mind having an average life, but I can't stand it without 4E in my life. FRIENDS above all! No, we are family! (You know I actually tear whenever I talk about this)
