Hello world.
This week has been very depressing. I shall list the depressing things down.
1. I only ate porridge once this week instead of the usual 4 times.2. I screwed every single Maths test and I can't get an A1 for my Maths, especially A.Maths.
3. I missed the second half of my POP, which is also the most memorable and touching part of the whole POP. Although I did attend the parade, the whole parade was boring with the exception of the throwing of our berets. I missed the laughter, the crying , the last moment as a squad. (I only seemed like yesterday when my squad attended the first POP for our seniors and now I have already passed out. I felt that I didn't do much for these years and I wished I could spend more time with my squadmates. LOVE Y'ALL LOTS! FRIENDS AND SQUADMATES FOR LIFE! When I threw my beret, it felt happy and sad at the same time. I felt sad because that would be the last time I wore my beret, the last time I wore my uniform, the last time we fell in as a whole squad, the last time I had to stand straight, the last time I polished my boots, the last time I felt great about being dismissed, the last time I ever had to greet the teachers, the last time Squad 4 had to be together. I felt happy because we have finally stepped down and let our juniors take the job. It hurts so much thinking about it. I will always remember the times we had together, good or bad. Thank you Squad 4 for making this 4 years in NPCC so joyful and memorable. You guys are one of a kind! :) Words just can't describe how badly I would miss you all. Let's make outings mandatory for all! HAHA! To think 4 years flew past like 4 seconds. If I could go back in time, I would go back to Sec. 1 and relive my whole 4 years again. It is a fact that I can never ever meet up with the whole of Squad 4 ever again.) Gosh I think I can do well in essay questions lol.
4. I am really tired and my brain cells are begging for mercy.
5. I am a very stupid and lazy student who will fail his 'O' Levels, no matter how much effort he puts in.
Yup, that's about it. Also, I have 2 questions that I bombard myself with every single dreadful waking moment.
1. Should I continue breathing?
2. Should I do well for my 'O' Levels?
Simple answers, but requires much thinking.
Oh well, it is for me to find out.
Squad 4, you shall forever remain in my heart till the day I vanish from the face of existence. My love for you all shall never fade and shall always remain pure.