Wednesday, May 30, 2007
11:08 PM
The past npcc courses were not doin me any good. I can find the old me surfacing inside. I haven't saw my friends in 3E for a long time. I guess there's no one to control my emotions. I have been very short-tempered and angry these days. I thought being away from school would lighten me up a bit. Guess i was wrong. Imagine how i am gonna survive the whole June holidays without being thown into the loony bin? The world is cold. Its drivin me nuts. And the lonely friendless Nigel is coming back. Those that mean that 2F still lives? I don't know. I'm still trying to forget the shouting i got two days ago. I just cant help but call him a FUCKER! Then thoughts of that psycho murderer keep popping in my head. I guess its because of that pair of scissors in my pencil case. I could have just stand up and stab him in the heart with that pair of scissors. Yup...that psychopath is me. Still thinkin of it. Just can't stop. I need help. But no one cares. I'm a beggar at the streets holdin a cup, and everyone just spits into it.